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[10 Feb 2009|07:19pm] So I'm having a clear out of things I don't use- running out of space pretty rapidly! ( Life Audit ) shoot

[30 Dec 2005|06:05pm] pair of knitting needles x 86 pair of cold hands x 1 vintage beret pattern x 1 mustard yarn ball x 2 = something to pass the empty hours 1 shot| shoot

[30 Dec 2005|05:57pm] I'm really sad today.The kind of sad that makes my kidneys ache and my feet icy cold, and the kind of sad that I shouldn't let myself get to feeling. Somehow I always end up there though, clutching at polaroids and scrawling in journals hoping it will somehow pass. I just want to wake up and feel ok & moreso I'd like to wake up and have some kind of idea why I'm so terribly sad and why the simplest of things are so so difficult. I'm trying to keep busy trying to distract trying to read&write&think&breathe& ex i s t shoot

[30 Sep 2005|09:57am] Today I am mostly geeking out , downloading loads of music (before I pack up my computer and wave goodbye to broadband for a while) , checking directions and things to the nearest aldi store from my new house! ha & finishing up packing. Need to also make a birthday parcel for martha which will probably be late now cos im rubbish rubbish. moving is exciting today , tomorrow no doubt it will be sad shoot

[29 Sep 2005|11:26pm] Also I am going to see Sufjan Stevens. I win 4 shots| shoot

[29 Sep 2005|11:20pm] today my mum decided it would be a good idea to gauge a chunk of her eye out with the metal bit on the end of a tape measure, she is a silly bean and we had to sit in casualty for aggges , then I had to drive home even though I'm not on the insurance ooops. mums car is niiice to drive & goes really a lot faster than wee esme did , but if we're honest is no way near as cute as esme. speaking of which tomorrow I must clean her and photograph her and make for sale signs for her! how tragic. I leave for london early early saturday morning, yikes! shoot

[28 Sep 2005|05:45pm] mini pringles are quite possibly the cutest things ever. that is all shoot

[27 Sep 2005|10:02am] not okay. 2 shots| shoot

[11 Sep 2005|08:48pm] I'm missing all kinds of everything tonight, I'm missing people who i've not even left yet, I've bene packing things into boxes and making lists and busying myself to try and not get overwhelmingly sad about leaving so much behind. I hate this town , I really do but that doesnt mean im not going to miss things like crazy, I'm meeting up with some of my favorite people tomorrow , its ruth's birthday & we're going to have nice times. I'm going to miss all of them so much. gosh i dont know where i expected to go with this whiny rubbish , i think i thought maybe it would make me feel better writing it down. 1 shot| shoot

[19 Aug 2005|07:09pm] I really really want to go and see sufjan stevens but I'm crazy broke, i was thinking I could pay for it with my student overdraft but i'm not sure if spending that before I've even moved out is much of a good plan. Noone will probably want to come with me anyway and I'm not sure I'd be ok with just sitting there on my own. that is all. 1 shot| shoot

[18 Aug 2005|11:00am] three worst things about yesterday- 1 esme is as my mechanic put it "fucked" , the head gasket blew and its pressurising and over heating! options are three hundred quid to fix it, two undred quid for them to fit a new engine if I can find one or sell it :( 2 Huge phone bill because my contract ended and consequently so did my free minutes, I'm so stupid. 3 The sun , I am the whitest of white and I really despise the sun, autumn I am ready show your face already three best things about yesterday- 1 The mini still being valued at £800-£1000 despite being broked! 2 Pancakes & Gossip with rhiannon 3 Two hour conversation with the boy (apart from the bit where he said I was like a wife! yuck I'm no such thing) three things to look forward to- 1 Leaving borders in two weekends! 2 staying with the boy for a week 3 Finding a nice place to live in the london three scary nervous thing- 1 Meeting boys family, woah I make the worst first impression ever 2 Not being able to find a place to live 3 Moving out. So I'm a homely little bean alright! Things have been somewhat crazy He came for a week of nice times , the car died typical . I think we still managed to have fun my perticular favorite was being told really loudly to fuck off at about 11am one morning. Winner! Then he was gone . Photomarathon was last week, I'm a bit too determined or maybe just too dumb to have the presence of mind of go indoors and stay there during the torrential rain, so I ended up being soaked through to my underwear walking around freezing and wet for 12 hours. It was pretty hardcore. My nan just called and now I've forgotten what I was going to say. oh well shoot

[23 Jul 2005|10:18pm] 4 shots| shoot

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[11 Jul 2005|09:23pm] oh MY! I just got an unconditional offer from london college of communication! i am happy like you wouldnt believe! yikes yikkes yikes 4 shots| shoot

[11 Jul 2005|08:33pm] http://www.chiaroscurozine.tk/ this is a really byootiful place & I'm really rather honoured to be included in it, so you should all check it out shoot

[08 Jul 2005|02:05pm] Gavin called me yesterday. I hadn't even considered him being in London during the attacks. I assumed he was still in Brighton. He'd gone armed with c.v's to get a job , He even got up early! He saw a woman run hysterically into the road and get knocked down right in front of him. 'I dont know if she was dead , but she definitely wasn't getting back up' I'm all kinds of glad that he's okay & all kinds of shaken, I can't imagine how people must be feeling. & Bryony & Rob are safe too . Makes you realise how much people mean to you. I feel kind of odd having been there the day before and debated whether or not to stay the night. I'm so grateful to whatever made me come home. x shoot

[29 Jun 2005|02:19pm] ( Will Whitmore ) 2 shots| shoot

[23 Jun 2005|10:19pm] gosh , everyone should visit http://www.seboldsoriginals.com it's run by my lovely friends Rhian & Ingo and they're quite quite wonderful, I'm going to be taking photos of the toys for them probably next week , and things are all taking off for them, they're going to be in a magazine that is done by a division of sony in japan http://www.sonymagazines.jp/chara/book16.html , how very very exciting. I'm really touched they've asked me to be a part of this. there are loads of other things too I barely have time for this place lately , but college is nearly over. Caroline is home, Izi is home, Ben, Martha & Ffi are home, Bryony tomorrow everyone is coming home! Nanny is home form hosptiol and doing well which is ace. Toby is coming to stay soon . hooray x 2 shots| shoot

[23 May 2005|10:17am] ( binding ) 4 shots| shoot

[11 May 2005|11:44pm] [ music | Nina Simone - I want a little in my bowl ] 'are you going to drink some tea for me?' 'yes' 'that's funny the nurse said you wouldnt drink anything for her, is that right?' 'yes' 'oh , so you only drink for me do you?' 'yes' people show their love in so many different ways so he drank it down, every last sip then she left feeling she could go in for a her op a little more relaxed. & he fell asleep closed his eyes & is never going to open them again. Today was a real sad day. shoot

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